Friday, October 30, 2009


The prettiest city ever, other than Barcelona, Spain.
Full of dreams, full of love. So far i'm gone.. to this magical place.
But only in my dreams.
Then I awake and realize I am stuck here.
In this horrible place.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

The God Children


It seems I only find my happiness when I am with these two.
They can't judge me. At least not yet.

The sad truth

Wow I have no idea how to feel right now. My life is coming to a screeching halt. This feeling is more than hurt, it's more than sad, I just don't know how to explain it. I have no words it's that bad.
I just need to leave this place and never come back. My life used to be so peaceful, so full of love, no hate, no nothing. I feel like a hallow person, numb, no movement, no nothing, a piece of chopped liver.
I guess I can say I brought it upon myself. So much for defending myself now. It's too much energy keep on trying to explain myself. In the end it's as if I never spoke. What is the use? I have nothing more to say. ha. I'm finished for now

Friday, October 23, 2009


"Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it the more it will elude you but if you turn your attention to other things it will come and sit softly on your shoulder"

This has to be one of my favorite quotes of all time. It makes you think a lot. Well it makes me think a lot. I usually am the person who looks for happiness and only finds it sometimes. My new life goal is to let happiness come and find me. I am no longer in a pursuit of happiness. For now I have what I really need in life and that is great friends and an awesome family!